Swamiji:
Happy New Year!
Everybody: Bolo Swami Shyam Sat Guru Maharaj
kee jai!
Swamiji: Let us close our eyes for a minute.
(Meditation)
Happy new universe to you! Up to this day, we kept our eyes open. We
continued capturing time and space, using our lips and speaking, using
our ears daily and hearing a lot of information through television and
newspapers. Our eyes and ears were open to get more scenes and more words.
Our brain or thinking vehicle remained in contact with the meanings we
gave to what we had seen and thought. It may have been the fall season,
the rainy season, or the dry season, but we remained busy with the mind’s
activities, concluding the meanings of what we had heard and making them
positive or negative.
What we are hearing now is that last year just passed half a minute
ago. But this moment is very new and very fresh, and we came to know
that what was before was never there. It is said that that which is past
is dead, but it would be dead if it had been there. But the past was
not. We appear to have done nothing in the past. We also do nothing in
the future. Whatever has been done was always in the present, always
in the present.
In the presence of whom? We never paid attention to that unless the
voice of Guru, the voice of the Sky, the voice of the Unknown, the voice
from Beyond was heard. We never paid attention to: “In whose presence
did my vision see? In whose presence did my ears hear? In whose presence
did my legs move? In whose presence did my hands begin to grasp? In whose
presence did my tongue taste good food? In whose presence was the fragrance
of the flower smelled?” We remained busy with the activity of the body
and the system of the senses, but the forgetfulness was so strong and
deep and solid that our heart was never open to the one who is the ever-present
Lord.
In the presence of him, in the presence of the all-permeating Being,
our bodies continued working and our human I in the waking state assumed
to be the ego-personality. We call that Being the form of knowingness.
When you are in deep sleep, there is no form of knowingness; no form,
or aakaar, no size, no objective reality. When you wake up, form arises.
The first form is of what? Of consciousness.
You have forgotten that this consciousness was absolute in deep sleep,
absolute before you took birth, and has been forever present. Its presence
was never traded and never caught. It has always been. But the moment
we landed on earth from the womb of our mother, utter forgetfulness or
sleep took place. That sleep is not just like sleep-consciousness, but
it is a form of consciousness.
Whenever your form of consciousness arises, you see the world before
you. That shows that if a form of consciousness disappears or has not
arisen, the world will not be seen and known. When you are in the state
of happiness of the universal Self, from there you watch that there is
no world because no consciousness has appeared. It is all absolute.
We are on the path of changing the hour- and minute-hands of the clock,
and we call it time, which exists nowhere. Who says this? The voice of
eternal Presence. In the presence of the eternal Being, there must be
the eternal Being forever. But then where does time begin? It begins
only when you are conscious early in the morning, or in the daytime,
or at any time when you are not asleep. Thus, the very conscious mind
of a human being is the source or means of seeing the world and calling
it separate. If there is no awakened consciousness in the morning, then
the world is not separate.
Where does the sense of separation lie? It lies in human consciousness
in the waking state. Nobody tells you that this is the root cause of
unfolding the sense of otherness in your own eternal Presence. You unfold
consciousness, and the very unfoldment of pure Consciousness or eternal
Consciousness is called glory. When the sun shines, the sunlight is the
glory of the sun. When your conscious mind appears, it is the glory of
the Self. Nobody tells you that this glory of the Self should not be
known as separate by the Self, because the Self’s glory or sunshine is
not separate. If the Self is the sun, then its sunshine is not separate.
Thus, human consciousness is not separate. You can come to know this
after getting the information that your consciousness as human consciousness
is never separate from Me, the Self, and that the Self is always as it
is. It has not become sunshine, it has not become the disappearance of
the sunshine, and it has not become darkness. It is forever just the
same.
At this moment in this year, after all the time has passed, we say
that the year 2000 has passed. But where did it pass? Where did the new
year arise? Where did time arise? Is it not eternal Presence? If it is
eternal Presence, then why is it that as a brilliant human being, I or
you or all are asleep in the same way that a sleeping person has no knowledge
of who he is? The same is the case in the waking state, where deep sleep,
forgetfulness, and darkness still linger on and on, yet somebody said
that you woke up. You actually did not wake up. It is still deep sleep,
but it is a variety of that happening. The dream state is one variety
of deep sleep and the waking state is another kind of deep sleep; deep
sleep is still going on. Why? Because in deep sleep you do not know eternal
Presence, in the dream state you do not know eternal Presence, and in
the waking state you also do not know eternal Presence. Then what should
I call it, if not sleep? Thus, humanity as a whole is still sleeping.
That is where the work starts of the person who is awake. In the waking
state he is awake to the fact that he is eternal Presence, in the dream
state he is awake to the fact that he is eternal Presence, and in deep
sleep he is awake that he is eternal Presence. If you are one person
from head to toe, but your head is one part, your stomach is another
part, and your leg is another part, it does not mean that you became
three. If eternal Presence is eternal Presence and one part is deep sleep,
one part is the dream state, and another part is the waking state, it
does not mean it has been divided into three parts other than eternal
Presence.
We are so fortunate as human beings that we feel. Why? Because we are
sure that the dream state, with its figures and the dreamer, does not
last for a long time. We also have become aware, and remain aware, that
the waking state of time and its dimension does not last. It is past
and gone. Many situations that we once remembered are forgotten, and
we know that the memory of them is not there. Why? We know that nothing
happened, so why should their memory happen?
Thus, we know that the waking state is filled with the sense, existence,
or presence of the eternal Being. The eternal Being is present in deep
sleep, in the dream state, and in the waking state. The eternal Being
is present in all the states of imagination and in the knowing and the
forgetfulness of the names of things and forms. It is all eternal Presence.
What did we begin to call it as human beings? That which we are knowing
in deep sleep. In deep sleep we know that the forms of the dream state
exist, yet it is very obvious that when you are asleep, forms do not
exist. If you are asleep, then the forms of the waking state do not exist,
and you, the dreamer or waker, do not exist.
Then, what are you going to meditate on in this new year, which is
fresh before you? It is in harmony with your body, for just as the body
is an insentient substance, so the time of the year is insentient. Since
whatever sentient aspect of understanding that was opened in the waking
state is nothing but sleep, therefore this consciousness of a human being
is unenlightened or is a state of deep sleep. The consciousness of the
Master is not forgetful in the waking state, is not forgetful in the
dream state, and is never forgetful in the deep sleep state. It is the
Master Consciousness, and it has the Master knowledge. It has the Master
key that can open all three states of consciousness, which are locked
in deep sleep.
That Master key can open the heart and mind of a blocked human consciousness,
which arises in the morning. In the waking state, its functioning immediately
starts as, “Eternal Presence is nowhere. I am the only one conscious
being, the ego-sense, who is right, who is correct.” In the light of
the aware person, this is sleep. But a sleepy man in the waking state
says, “Whatever I do is correct. Whatever I see is correct. Whatever
I hear is truth. Whatever I grasp is truth. Whatever I do is truth”;
whereas a person with darkness on the level of consciousness, or a person
who is asleep, will not be able to find the light, the truth, or that
eternal Presence which is Oneness throughout. The eternal Presence is
one with deep sleep, therefore it has not become second to it. It is
one with the dream state, so it has not become third to it. It is the
same in the waking state, so it has not become fourth. It is the same.
This is the information, friends, that you have. This is what the teachings
are: Self is as it is. It has never changed. The one who knows the Self
calls the Self “you.” This you is forever as it is, forever as you are.
You have never changed; that is why you are pure. You have never become
bound in the second or third or fourth state of consciousness, so you
are free. You have never changed into happiness, unhappiness, sadness,
or suffering, therefore you are eternal Bliss.
I wish you all the happiness which eternal Presence keeps in itself.
When the conscious state arises in wakefulness, then, as eternal Presence,
it hides itself. It changes into the conscious human mind or human ego,
and it functions negative to the nature of eternal Presence. There, you
find it is non-eternal, transitory, short-lived, or a little longer-lived.
It is born. The moment the sprout of the Self arises (the idea that the
sprout arises from the seed is for the sake of an example that you can
understand), you are sure that the sprout is not anything other than
the seed. Therefore, if deep sleep arises from eternal Presence, this
sprout is not separate from eternal Presence. If its leaves start sprouting,
becoming thicker and bigger in the dream state, it does not mean that
eternal Presence became cut off or separate or that this dream state
is separate. The life of the dream state—the life of the whole tree—is
not separate from eternal Presence. The same is the case with a human
being: he is the same throughout.
The Master Consciousness knows this and speaks about it to all human
beings when they begin to suffer due to the sense of separation and otherness,
and when they become sick due to pain and fear. Whose responsibility
is this? It is the duty of the one who knows that you are forever the
same Self that he is, that you are never born and you will never die.
The Self’s nature is Amaram Hum Madhuram Hum. It is not necessary for
it to announce this. But when we are awake in the waking state and remain
asleep day and night, we have the trait of sleep consciousness or darkness,
and we cannot see the truth, however hard we try after searching and
searching in the thickest places or thinnest places.
We say that it either exists or does not exist. Existence and non-existence
is the nature of the human sense of duality, which is nourished, which
you are brought up with, and which gets perpetuated. Whoever comes calls
my name and sees a form, and he or she treats this name and form as true.
He asks himself how many years have passed and calls that his age, treating
time as real, form as real, and name as real, and he completely forgets
that he was not there at all. What happens? That which he has forgotten
is obliterated and that which he sees with his eyes and hears with his
ears—name and form—becomes the reality.
You can conceive of the state when words and language were not there.
Then what was the value of the description of things? You want to hear
the knowledge simply by hearing the words, and words and language have
nothing to do with that which exists forever. You want to understand
it through hearing language about the real thing, but language cannot
speak about it, because it was not there. Words are not sufficient for
you to hear and find out the Truth. That is why this year, at this time,
we are maun, in silence, in meditation. And it becomes real, it becomes
obvious, it becomes the full awareness with which you certainly know, “I
am aware of Awareness.” Awareness has no form, because it is eternal
Presence.
We sing the glory of the eternal Presence because it is universal.
It was never born, thus it will never die. My message to all of you who
are hearing me is that this year you remained enlightened, you became
enlightened. You remained here at a time when there was light everywhere:
light and light and light. Somebody is taking birth—it is light. Somebody
is disappearing from the scene—it is light. Somebody is still there in
the form—it is light.
You may not have heard the words and language, but what is happening
at this time is that the Knower is throughout. The Knower has no formed
existence and will never have it. The Knower does not speak and will
never speak. The Knower does not hear and will never hear. Why? The Knower
just is. I wish that this Is-ness should be retained, and then you can
add anything. Is there departure? Is there residence? Is there location?
Is there time? Is there space? Everywhere, Is alone is.
I will stop by saying that the value of Is is eternal. You should only
have the confidence that if your waking state of consciousness is tuned
in to Is-ness, it is always Is-ness. It is eternal and deathless. When
this is evolved on the level of human brilliance, you will see that you
will never be frightened, you will never be afraid of nightmares, and
you will never be afraid of the nightmares that you daily make in the
waking state when you hear something.
I am very pleased and happy. When I was listening to your songs, there
was something more than there is at this time when I am speaking. Why?
Your voices entered my heart. It was so pleasant, so pleasant, that my
heart was, as if, exploding. Something very unique was happening.
Why am I saying this? Because I am speaking from that Space where I
alone am, where Self alone is, where you alone are, where he alone is,
where she alone is. There is no I, no ego, no mind, no intellect; they
are all there for name’s sake. All that objective reality is a magical
show at this time. We live with it, but we live with it knowingly. It
is transitory: it is useful (transitory), it is satisfactory (transitory),
it gives happiness (transitory), and it also gives you pain (transitory).
Everything is short-lived.
If you remain awake and don’t waste a single breath, if you breathe
in and breathe the universe, That alone is. If you breathe out, you breathe
out the universe: That alone is. You just have the most wonderful and
fortunate vehicle from the same Self with these two eyes and ears—a very
healthy and happy tool with which to work. We unfold all the powers and
never get caught in the idea that the vehicle is permanent. Every single
breath will be useful and successful if you remember what I am saying.
You are eternal, you are pure, you are free, and you are very, very
blissfully nice. Amaram Hum Madhuram Hum. Thank you very much.
New Year's Eve, 31 December 2000 |